tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3334391160365031546.post7480686809708822340..comments2023-10-10T05:17:55.737-07:00Comments on Crushed By Ingsoc: To Chrystal, with Love; the Woman who Gave me Back my FaithCrushedhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02479751225625007588noreply@blogger.comBlogger11125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3334391160365031546.post-89375078598756726632010-03-17T10:33:22.881-07:002010-03-17T10:33:22.881-07:00Funnily, I thought of raising the Albion Alliance ...Funnily, I thought of raising the Albion Alliance at last night's meeting.<br /><br />The English Defence League came up, who claim not to be Racists, but basically campaign against Muslims and want 'British Jobs for British Workers'.<br /><br />Obviously, we're treating them as basically the same as the BNP.<br /><br />I did think of flagging the Albion Alliance as another BNP/UKIP type Fascist grouping we need to keep an eye on, but let's face it, they are a minnow in the sea of loony right groupings.<br /><br />Good post though, I liked it :)Crushedhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02479751225625007588noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3334391160365031546.post-11964338013035919842010-03-17T07:39:07.232-07:002010-03-17T07:39:07.232-07:00I see the children took note and scribbled somethi...I see the children took note and scribbled something with crayons at daycare today.<br /><br />Well, if you liked that, you're going to LOVE this new one.<br /><br />It's about the thinly-veiled racist campaign called "Britons Deciding Britain's future"... <br /><br />...AKA known as the new Aryan Nation...erm...I mean "Albion" Alliance.<br /><br />Happy St. Patrick's Day, Crushie!<br /><br />However, they can pogue ma thoin.<br /><br />Which means, kiss my white, 82.8% British-Irish derivation, Southern ass.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3334391160365031546.post-59939136209290012082010-03-16T10:41:59.763-07:002010-03-16T10:41:59.763-07:00A washcloth, is that like a flannel?
I use shampo...A washcloth, is that like a flannel?<br /><br />I use shampoo, to be honest. I wash my netherparts the same way I wash my hair, same procedure.<br /><br />You know, maybe we should stop talking about my genitals. My fault, I concede.<br /><br />Let's talk about your latest post. I liked it, actually. Powerful points.<br /><br />Something every so-called Christian should read. Loved the Gandhi quote.Crushedhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02479751225625007588noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3334391160365031546.post-18034829776201068842010-03-15T08:46:31.120-07:002010-03-15T08:46:31.120-07:00No i believe I said I was leaving before you threw...No i believe I said I was leaving before you threw the washcloth used for those "netherparts" at me.<br /><br />But ya know, news from the netherparts is always good news;)<br /><br />xxxAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3334391160365031546.post-20248896145499889512010-03-15T08:43:15.604-07:002010-03-15T08:43:15.604-07:00:)
Yes, he does seem quite rattled at the moment,...:)<br /><br />Yes, he does seem quite rattled at the moment, doesn't he?<br /><br />I do understand him now. Sad, really.<br /><br />Such a wasted life he must have led. So much bitterness.<br /><br />My little friend, well, I'm a man. It means I have two brains and only enough blood to run one at a time.<br /><br />You DID ask about me and my netherparts in the shower. I was just saying I look after my little friend :)Crushedhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02479751225625007588noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3334391160365031546.post-61057734290267069722010-03-15T07:16:08.527-07:002010-03-15T07:16:08.527-07:00Hey...Sarkozy,
Groan...and...just how did this in...Hey...Sarkozy,<br /><br />Groan...and...just how did this initially connective conversation digress back to being about your little friend's readiness for action?<br /><br />;)<br /><br />BruniAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3334391160365031546.post-70351438745540959782010-03-15T06:42:36.103-07:002010-03-15T06:42:36.103-07:00Sweet Cheeks- I think I AM quite an insightful per...Sweet Cheeks- I think I AM quite an insightful person, for the most part.<br /><br />It's a curse and a blessing. It often intimdates people because I usually have them sussed in a way that scares them.<br /><br />Chrys- That depends. There are men out there who quite like access to the-er- 'trade secrets' :)<br /><br />Actually, I think it's part of why people LIKE me in real life. That I AM both.<br /><br />We're all human, honey. Thing is, hate and bitterness are such ignoble emotions. You can't LIVE by them.<br /><br />Oh, the deflection thing, so very, VERY true. That's what I found so irritating.<br /><br />That them pair would do their shit than accuse ME of doing what THEY'D done.<br /><br />Oh, it's not a job (wish it was, I'd love to get paid to do what I love), it's just I've been asked to submit articles.<br /><br />And I'm getting involved in getting Salma Yaqoob elected in Hall Green.<br /><br />I think the wind of change is blowing, it is.<br /><br />It just needs focussing. People know they're sick of mainstream politics, we just need to make sure that is harnassed properly and doesn't get diverted towards reactionary agendas.<br /><br />Oh, I always give my little friend a good scrub. He even gets a bit of aftershave.<br /><br />I like to keep him ready for action.Crushedhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02479751225625007588noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3334391160365031546.post-39978995180598660022010-03-14T12:24:04.584-07:002010-03-14T12:24:04.584-07:00Okay, I MEANT to write ALL about Carly and Higham ...Okay, I MEANT to write ALL about Carly and Higham again.<br /><br />See, THIS is the Joe you hide and you shouldn't. You think the playah Joe is cool and he's SO not, to men OR women, you come across sounding like an asshole.<br /><br />As for The Screwtape Letters and temptation towards bitterness?<br /><br />We all do, babe, all of us..some of us can just admit it.<br /><br />We cannot admit, however, to things we did not do or motivations that we don't have (that are often projected onto us by those that do, as a clever deflection of their own misdeeds).<br /><br />But,I digress....proud of you for you campaigning and your new job within that organization. Am I giving away your secrets? <br /><br />Okay, I'll let you tell.<br /><br />Maybe you already did, I admit, I skim them sometimes. I love you, but I do.<br /><br />I'm hiding before you throw the washcloth from your netherparts my wayAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3334391160365031546.post-78243727962018001352010-03-13T08:54:27.011-08:002010-03-13T08:54:27.011-08:00This post was very insightful...This post was very insightful...Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3334391160365031546.post-79244748544195234352010-03-13T08:24:06.772-08:002010-03-13T08:24:06.772-08:00Oh, I wouldn't say smart-ass was characteristi...Oh, I wouldn't say smart-ass was characteristic of you at all.<br /><br />For the most part you engage brain quite effectively before opening the the verbal doors.<br /><br />But lost for words, no, that isn't usual for you :)<br /><br />It was stuff I find easier to write than say out loud.<br /><br />Twisted? Oh, they'll twist it. If you said you loved your mother, they'dsay you were shagging her and if you said you didn't, he'd say you were a psychopath.<br /><br />Of course they'll twist it!<br /><br />And it was about them, in a way.<br /><br />The real point of what Carly and Higham is all about, is The Screwtape Letters.<br /><br />They know, in their hearts, they're squalied inside. They seek out good people so they can pervert them. They don't realise that themselves of course, but the fact is, it's a bit like misery loves company.<br /><br />If they can get people to say 'My, you're so right!', then they feel that they are validated as people.<br /><br />In Carly's case, that validation has to be emotional. She needs to be told by others that her feelings aren't twisted and psychopathic.<br /><br />Whereas Higham needs to be told that his nasty worldview is actually- intellectually sound and 'good'.<br /><br />Of course, to get that validation, it involves hiding what their emotions and worldview are, respectively and attempting to slay those who they knew will catch them out.<br /><br />The thing you have to remember is they themselves are sustained by having multiple personalities.<br /><br />They have to believe their own lies, but also know that they're lieing.<br /><br />That's the fucked up thing. Get inside their heads and it's still impossible to trace your steps.<br /><br />And you're right, you don't realise how it polutes you until you realise you're mind is starting to develop in ways like theirs.<br /><br />I think I caught myself in time and I remain an actually existant personality. Not an artifical construct in which the true human being has whithered away along time ago leaving only a facade and a system of conditioned impulses.<br /><br />But I do feel pure again, and I thank you for that.<br /><br />And yes, actually getting back into REAL politics, I'm so excited about it.<br /><br />I'll be out tomorrow leafletting in Bordesley and Sparkbrook and yes, it's what it's all about.<br /><br />We all carry scares, honey, it's what makes us.<br /><br />I do believe that you can only become the best you can through a paradoxical process.<br /><br />Suffering is the fire that forges us, and yet it can bend, twist and break so many.<br /><br />To never suffer is to never discover either yourself, or learn true empathy or understanding.<br /><br />But sometimes you can get lost in it and become twisted and warped.<br /><br />All hate, always, is evil. No matter what it's justification.<br /><br />Oh, it couldn't happen again. I'd nip it in the bud. If it hadn't been my own distrust of the Police (based on personal experience of them in their capacity of hirelings of the oppressors and enforcers of RIDICULOUS anti-pleasure laws) I'd have involved them in their LEGITIMATE function- protecting people- at a time when it would still have been effective.<br /><br />But maybe all these things DO follow some sort of higher plan.<br /><br />A video of me singing in the shower...<br /><br />These things always look good in films, don't they.<br /><br />But in reality, would you REALLY want to see it?<br /><br />Me cleaning my nether regions? Not a pretty sight, surely? ;)<br /><br />I think there is naked footage of me on Youtube anyway. Well, in my underwear anyway.<br /><br />On a table in a Japanese restaurant.<br /><br />I DO look good naked, it has to be said ;)<br /><br />Aw, hon, you don't need to cry, you'll get me all uncomfortable and not knowing where to look...<br /><br />You are a beautiful human being, honey.<br /><br />Just believe it :)Crushedhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02479751225625007588noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3334391160365031546.post-91402836765257568902010-03-12T14:07:28.173-08:002010-03-12T14:07:28.173-08:00I would really love to leave something in my chara...I would really love to leave something in my characteristic smart-ass way, but the fact is...I...can't.<br /><br />Today I needed this post like...cocaine;)<br /><br />I think it was MY turn to receive healing today and you did so marvelously. <br /><br />There couldn't have been a more perfect day and time. (More on that when I call you in a bit).<br /><br />Nope, not mad, nor will I "condemn you" on this one. <br /><br />It wasn't overly revealing of our private selves (in ways you KNOW will be twisted by some) and thank GOD it wasn't about Carly and Higham again;)<br /><br />It is SO easy to do, become bitter, angry, hate-filled...but when we do, we become just like them.<br /><br />So the fight is against anyone letting you steal your joy, ever again..and it's a process.<br /><br />Like grief, having been a victim of crime will put you through phases.<br /><br />"Denial, anger, bargaining, anger, depression acceptance."<br /><br />People don't realize they don't necessarily go in that order and you can often bounce back and forth between them...and you WILL until you're done.<br /><br />But at some point?<br /><br />You have to be done, Crushie...but only if you want to be.<br /><br />You may always have a scar because someone stole away the thing that initially gave you your hope back...and that scar will be there to remind you to NEVER let it happen to you again.<br /><br />Love to you, baby.<br /><br />Oh and...can we HEAR this little song you sang in the shower? <br /><br />Better yet, video?<br /><br />Crushed by Youtube, 2010?<br /><br />Thank you for this...I cried about 3 times during reading it but shhh, don't tell anyone. Well, except these people at the library, I think they already know, lol. <br /><br />xxxAnonymousnoreply@blogger.com